How to manage

Ed and I never really talked about managing after death. I always assumed he would outlive me. He was so much healthier. I am now starting to sort through what I have to do; whom I have to contact and all the items I have to change. I really would rather just continue to grieve Edward.  I have a lot more of that to do. It is too bad it isn't all organized and you just click some boxes at each place where you have to make a change. My nervous disorder is in full swing for sure. But Ed would want me to get through this so I will try to do that for him since he can not be here to help me. Of course my daughters and son-in-law would also help me but I must try and get it done without taking up their time.