Thank you notes completed and mailed

The task of writing the thank you notes was perhaps one of the hardest that I have done lately. Sometimes I still live in that world where I still do not admit to myself that Edward has passed away. Tasks like that certainly bring you front and centre to reality. It is much easier to live in that world where life hasn't changed. I am now into planning a Celebration of Life for Edward at Christmas time but will wait a couple of weeks before continuing with that planning. My mind simply needs time to adjust and accept that my partner of 54.5 years is no longer at my side. Perhaps it is also being 75 years of age when it is harder to make change for sure.